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will be posting more often since tmr is last day of olvl.
and ohya, if you guys changed your blog url, inform me also uhkays (:

so bored. x.x shall have a short post while waiting for mummy to come home to help me sign papers and to tell me when she can make it for the collection of report book thingy.

left school at 1plus today to hospital for appointment. idk whye this time round my knee was fucking painful. i teared bodoh, so dumb. D: but the pain was really WOAH, STINGING PAIN, totally like how i felt when it was first tore, except that the pain will stop and resume after awhile. feel so pathetic, WHYE MUST MY LEG HAVE THIS KIND OF PROBLEM, SO SUAY ><

omg, suddenly so giddy. whye isnt mummy home yet. i seriously wanna sleep already, if nhort go school will be dam tired again T.T

hello, everybody! i'm back on blog. hehe.

FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER. but still gonna be so busy with school works and tuitions, so might be going MIA awhile here and there. x.x

anyways, since tmr is a marking day, daddy and i had been watching the KNIGHT RIDERRR! ♥ its dam freaking nice larh, and i'm only left with 3 more episodes to watch to finish the whole 17eps. :D daddy and i are dam in love with it and we had been watching it for almost the whole day today. haha. gonna leave that 3eps to watch tmr. and oh, i'm gonna bake some cookies with qj tmr. ^^ bcos we both have NO SCHOOL TMR. muahahhaha.

and yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIMEI :D. today was her bday and her house was so crowded today bcos everybody came. but its sad that shyying and dingwen have to leave so early again. their parents are seriously like TOTAL COMPUTER ADDICT! they just cant leave the com for too long... cant take it, alamak.  but it was fun though, our house had nhort been so crowded for quite a long time already, haha. <3 i do love my cousins and family alot alot. WHERE ON EARTH TO FIND SUCH A BONDED, HAPPY AND WARMING FAMILY <3 haha. i think i'm such a lucky girl ^^ gathering more often uhkays~ (bcos i love it) haha.

oh and, mingxing uncle! GET WELL SOON. there's currently a baikar and a baichew in my house. muahhahahaha. and dingwen is also another baikar, haha. we're in a group. muahhahahahhaha.

hmmm, uhkays, i've nothing to do now, i wanna finish watching knight rider but nahhh, i shall leave some eps for tmr in case i gets bored. haha. uhkays, GOODNIGHTS everyone :D

my dad was so CHILDISH yesterday night T.T

i was sleeping and was dam giddy after the medicine. and he came into my room and woke me up by counting my toes. i was arghhhh, fuckkk. bcos he kept counting my toes. T.T dhen after he went to take his blanket and pillow and all and slept on the floor in my room bcos ytd dam hot arh, so he wanted to sleep aricon but mummy's nose cant take it. so, he came and sleep in my room for awhile. and he kept talking to me while i was like dam giddy and going to sleep.

he was like

D: i want sleep the bed leh, the floor nhort nice one.

me: you're already sleeping on the bed. you're sleeping on mother eartth, so it is much more comfyy

D: huh, i dont want leh. let me sleep on the bed larhhh, you come sleep on the bed

me: dont want! no energy to move already larh, i want to sleep larhh, dont talk to meeee!

D: dhen you let me sleep on the bed arhh! how can you bully me T.T i'm your daddy leh. you must respect the elders, let me sleep on the bedddd~~

me: dont want, dont talk to me larh T.T i want to sleep already

D: wahlao, you dam bad leh, I WANT THE BEDDD!

me: *ignores*

D: *put his legs on my bed* woah, my leg so comfy siah. let me sleep on the bedddd.

me: *ignores*

D: T.T next time i die you also nhort need buy coffin for me already larh, just let me sleep on the grass and burn me.

me: CHOY!

D: you say the floor more comfy marh, so when i die just leave me on the grass and burn me uhkays, like that can save money on the coffin also.

me: CHOY! you wont die one larh

D: who say one! i now go die let you seee.

me: CHOY!

and he just keeps on grumbling about the bed and floor and say whad nhort need buy coffin for him and blah blah. and next, this happened:

D: eh, look! mingxing uncle outside looking. HAHA.

me: *looks at the door* WHERE GOT LARH!

D: HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

me: *kick him*

dhen after awhile he tired already and he went like " ARGH, DONT TALK TO ME ALREADY LARH, I WANT TO SLEEP ALREADY!" and i wasnt even talking to him T.T insane daddy. dhen the next thing i knew was that he went back to his own room and sleep already. HAHA.i think i'll go insane soon. LOL.

uhkays, so today didnt went school bcos i was having some super bad cough that even made me vomit. FML. ytd mummy brought me to the doctor and doctor gave me a MC for school today. hehe, so i've decided nhort to go also. the medicine also make me dam fucking giddy. feel so drunk. LOL.

anyways, MYE coming up T.T  stress siahh.

hello. yesterday was awesome! haha. had KFC for lunch and went furniture shop to confirm my orders. so i've got new furnitures and everything, like so finally after 10 freaking years. haha. thanks to all my cousins for breaking my bed, if nhort i think i wont be able to change my furnitures one. HAHA. and my cupboard spoilt already also. haha.

dhen at night, went to meet renee, bel, xf, cheewai and pengyu. we all wanted to eat suki sushi except for cheewai and he pulled pengyu with him. LOL. we told him in the beginning that we was going to eat sushi already. he shoudnt even had came if he dont even want to eat -.- a waste of our time. so only left me, renee, bel and xf eating suki. it was like dam nice. and we was freaking full. first time bel says she is to full and want to vomit. hahaha. so just went there to eat bcos i couldnt really walk as still very unstable, so went home immediately after dinner (;

mingxing uncle came to fetch me and also helped to tompang bel home as her house is nearer. haha. so xf and renee had to bus home. sorry~

anyways, pictures update once i get the pictures from bel :D

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as for today, shyying and her family came to find us today ^^

and after they went, i went to mac with mingxing uncle and qx! was dam full. haha. and unexpectally, we say manshu(my youngest uncle) with his family there too. dam conincidental. they arrived just a few minutes after us. haha. COOL. so we ate together. men'an was dam adorable. hahaha. went home immediately after mac.

uncles and cousins all so bad. keep tempting me to go back malaysia with them. FYI, everybody is going back this thurs night till sun. ARGH, HOW UNFAIR. mummy cant get leave for her work and i cant go back bcos even if i go back, i cant do anything. i cant run around with them, i cant ride motor, i cant go to the waterfall, i cant climb up the mountain etc etc. HOW UNFAIR. ARGH... so if i go back only can sit at home only. SO, i have decided nhort to go back... although i'm tempted to. T.T

and dhen uncles keep like " awwww, dhen you will miss all the fun lorh. haha. later we go waterfall there and play like new year..." and blah blah alot of things, trying to tempt me T.T EVERYONE'S GOING BACK YOU KNOW. *cries*

nevermind, i'll just comfort myself by thinking that my NEW FURNITURES ARE ARRIVING ON SATURDAY and that IT WONT BE AS FUN WITHOUT ME. hahha. LOL. nevermind, i'll still get a chance to go back.

HEH, YOU IDIOTS~

hello~ FINALLY CAN BREAK ALREADY. haha.

nhort need to stay up late almost everday just for art OD. YAY~ so many things to do.

had some funny incidence during art today. TM2 was like "are you all stress?" and renee was like "ukays larh" but can see she is more to the yes. haha. dhen we was expecting her to like give us a break or like give us lesser things to do. and in the end..... she went to on the music. me and renee was totally like "W-W-T-T-H-H" hahahhaa. and got to hear the stupid songs again. can memorise the songs she and mrs tan always play already larh. everytime also play the same disc. hahaha. we can even sing those that mrs tan always play. hahahhaha. was rushing the last minute bcos i was about to complete the shading and ms wani was going to close the art room. so that piece ending was abit .... that could be my nicest piece one lorh T.T

put in so much EFFORTS you knowwww.. and SUCH A LONG LONG LONG TIME for the shadings T.T but bcos of the insufficient time, my some parts was abit screwed up T.T anyways, feel like just skipping the mid year project and concentrate on the o level.

oh and today got our TERM 1 result slip. my results was quite shocking arh (but to the good side arh) :D haha.

CANT WAIT FOR TMR (to belinda teo wan lin and renee fan xiao tong) hahahaaaa.

KFC for lunch, Furniture store in the room and most SUKI SUSHI for dinner. three cheers. haha. tmr gonna be a great day, i'm sure :DDDDD

although i just ate sushi nhort long ago bcos mingxing uncle treat, but i still wanna eat it everytime. cant resist the temptation. HAHA! SUSHI is our three (xuetin bel renee) FAVOURITESSSS. hahaha. always saving up money for that sushi buffet once every few months (:

HAPPY 16th BDAY TO XUETIN & HAPPY 18th BDAY TO XIAOFENG :D

hahaha. so this year's bday was the most shocking and one of the most happy bday for me :D

i was like watching the drama, the vampire's assistant, on my bday and was at the climax when renee, bel, xiaofeng, cheewai, pengyu, cherie and co suddenly dashed into my room and sang the bday song. i was like wtf, dam shocked. climax somemore leh, can you feel the excited-ness and the shocked-ness and the happi-ness in my heart?! hahaha. it almost popped out!

and so they just came in and gave me presents and all. hahaha. and we started to play and chitchat and we gambled again! but this time round i won $1.30. LOL. hahaha. bcos we only played 10cents per round. it was so LOL, but fun :D hahaha. and next had pizzas and cakes and wings and eggs for dinner. oh and most of my cousins / relatives were here :D <3

after that we went pool. imagine a PAIKAR going to play pool~ SO EMBARRASSING (auntie lucy). hahaha. seriously, like everybody was looking at me. OMG larh. but still, i managed to play a round or two of pool with shyying. hahaha. and brother wanted to play. next, me, shyying and renee went to teoheng while bel went home and the rest went eat ice and cc to bball. it was like super fun. haha.

later on went cc to see them play ball after teoheng. i was so dam tempted larh. they was like having so much fun. haiz. but i till had fun looking at them playing. haha. so, later on cheewai went back at 10plus and we played awhile more and went back to my house. they all stayed over at my house. so brother room gonna have xiaofeng and dingwen to sleep while my room have to occupy renee, shyying and qiaoxian ;D haha. and we was playing murderer and cheat at home. daddy was at the side laughing like mad when he saw us playing cheat. and he expose us by saying " wtf, she keep bluffing one, she dont even have that card larh!" so, we was like HAHA, THATS WHYE ITS CALLED CHEAT!!!

and we ended up playing in my room later on as parents and uncle want to sleep already. and we played and chitchat and blah blah all the way till around 4am. and of course, noodles/pizzas/wings for supper. hahahhaa.

the next day, my cousins went home after lunch and we had to go back school for ss and after that, me, qiaoxian and xf was at home watching movies in my room. we watched like 3movies. dam fun. hahaha.

anyways, my top fav present was the one that renee gave me. it was the wallet i've wanted for a long time. and i was like dam shocked when she bought it bcos i only told her that i want that certain wallet from the wallet shop the day before my bday and she actually bought the one i wanted even before i told her. AMAZING horh. hahaha. <3 second fav was xiaofeng present, the jacket was freaking chio. hahahhahahha.

thanks alot for the wishes and presents from you guys (including everybody) <3

p:s/ i've so many unglam/ugly pictures. seriously, i think this year is nhort a good year for pictures. i look ugly everywhere. haha. there are a few dam dam ugly pictures which i didnt upload. no, actually 2only. but still, sorry x.x

arghhh, my VINCENT TAN cheated my feelings today!!

bcos i went to our netball match at bedok stadium, and he told me that i have to take my test today. so, i went for the match and cabbed back to school just to take test. when i go look for him, HE SAID THAT NEVERMIND, NOT NEED TAKE ALREADY. ffffff!

so i was like T.T

lucky cab fare mdm mariam sponsor uhkays, if nhort i jump down alreadyy.

went back to school with meiling. on the way to call a cab, we saw FADULSI (idk how to spell, but pronouce like that), a neighbour that we have nhort seen for dam longgggg. last time also play together at haig road one, nhort really together but somehow together larh, aiyo. and now he is like fucking tall. and the reaction when  he saw me is lilke WTF.

when i walked past him, he kept looking at me dhen i was like "WTH IS THIS!" and only after awhile dhen i rmb. hahaha. when i rmb that time his reaction was like "WOAH! *points at my leg*"  (T.T) and we barely talk awhile dhen jiu said bye and go already. haha.

and idiotic meiling left my green tea on the cab. $1.70 lehh. hahaha. nevermind, i forgive her. haha.

after that waited for awhile for xf to come and help me. hehehehe. thanks arh! :D

anyways, a big thank you to bel, renee and xf bcos they've been helping me alot recently. to buy food, to help me to class/audi/lab, to help me catch up with my work and all. haha. everytime will be like bel and renee help me and xf will help me whenever they are nhort around.

luckily, i have those best friend. haha. if nhort i'll be so dead. THANKS ALOT <3

2 more school days to MARCH HOLIDAY~~ threecheers. haha.

i hate the feeling of my knee now. ARGH.

went off from school halfway today. bcos having doctor appointment at changi hospital to check my wounds. they helped me to clean my wounds and all.

and found out a fact of my body today. doctor said that i have a knee thats different from the other people. and only 10% of the people have it.

uhkays, i'm using a diagram above to explain. it would be easier. hehe. uhkays, you see the meniscus? normal people have meniscus like that which have two holes on each side, yet mine is like a full piece, no holes at all. thats whye doctor says my knee tend to lock more easily compared to normal people. so thats the difference. i'm born special. LOL.

and you know whad the doctor did to my knee? they helped my stitch back my meniscus and even went to trim off my meniscus till like whad a normal person should have. its like WTF totally. no wonder it feels dam weird to me recently. the feeling is like fucking hard to explain. when i stand right, the feel is like that the knee is empty and strengthless. its like i cant even feel my own knee now, its so wth.

as for my other knee, doctor says that he is nhort sure whether my the other knee is also like that.

and the stupid doctor keep forcing me to walk but i already say i cant walk. the feeling is like dam weird and so empty. already told him that its dam weird and all and i'm nhort used to it but he keep forcing me. he also took and leg and bend all the way when i already told him i cant bend it all the way yet bcos it hurts inside. then, he only apologise when i said it really hurt. WTF larh. i was like dam fucking angry larh and i cried like dont know whad shit.

seriously larh, the moment when i stand and try to walk, its already like @#*(^(*@%()@%&)@$

HOW DO THEY FUCKING EXPECT ME TO WALK SO FAST WHEN I'M TOTALLY UNFAMILIAR TO THIS FUCKING KNEE. ITS LIKE SO DIFFERENT FROM THE KNEE THAT I USED TO HAVE FOR LIKE FUCKING 15YEARS LARH. EVEN IF YOU WANT ME TO WALK, YOU ALSO NEED ME TO GET USED TO IT AND KNOW HOW TO WALK WITH IT FIRST RIGHT. ZZ.

anyways, i saw my stitches already. it was fucking gross and disgusting. theres like alot of blood when the doctor opened it.  at first i see the stitches i was like " wth, is that wire or thread?" bcos it looks like wire and ... aiya, its just fucking disgusting. zz.

i hate the doctor today. @*#@*($^*@$^)@($^)*(%^()@

also, my parents also keep forcing me to walk. they seriously dont know whad i feel and how pain it is. cant i let myself be comfortable with it and get used to it first. fuck siah. ignored them all the way home as i blast my music.

lots of homework for me to do! $)*(#&$ feel so tired after crying for so long yet i have to stay awake to do all those shit.

FML

i'm born differently, whad you expect me to do?!

another 3months mc from sports, pe, and everything.

I"m nhort prepared for school on MONDAY. OMG.

people, please dont stare at me / give me a weird eyesight when i'm on the wheelchair uhkays.

please please please, bcos i dont like it ^^

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oh, dam it, i want a cyon lollipop 2~~~ T.T

i wanna change phone!